Oh man I really enjoy nothing just sitting here writing about everything that pops up in my mind. Maybe it is just for attention, who knows, who cares. One thing is certain if I do not write my mind will be riddled with stories, thoughts, ideas, dreams, monologue.... practically I would go crazy. I am bored really bored and I have been slacking off. I used to love having a conversation about anything with anybody. I miss arguing about almost everything but it is difficult these days, or maybe I do not want to interact with people any more. It must be me.
Yesterday was normal, registered for G.R.E., slept, browsed, slept, browsed some more and slept again. Pure slacking. I was much better when I decided to clean my room for the first time in ages. I must really be unmotivated and lazy, but I have a lot of fun anyway, or used to since I can't play my games. The need to exercise my mind, body and spirit must be incorporated into me again. I can't remember the last time I went to church. It was a long, long, long long long time ago, really. I really need to build my spirit again. Otherwise the demons and dark angels will continue to hoover over me.
Started to write some stories but never got the chance to resume them. Man I am lazy. There are about five or six projects that I have started and just left hanging. I need to go back to them. If I don't I will be monologue with myself over and over again.There are a lot of things I wish to do but don't. Jesus I slack off too much, I am a bonafide slacker.
Got my old laptop fixed. The screen was having a lot of problem, but when fixed the memory has reduced and sound is gone, man I a brother cannot catch a break these days. I really need a time table. That sounds so childish but maybe it will make me more productive. I wonder.
I am tired and bored so I am going to round off this blog and listen to some Bonobo, Bjork, or maybe Imogen Heap, how knows, the world is full of opportunities waiting to be explored.
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